you think you know me but you have no idea

I’m new at this

College is new to me even though it shouldn’t be. I’ve been here since September and i still feel like its all a dream and I’m going to wake up at home and get ready for high school. Its not a dream and I’m not going to just wake up and my life here wasn’t real. This is real, the work is real, the people are real, everything is real no matter how badly i want to just wake up from this and see the familiar faces and the monotonous days of high school. These are suppose to be the funniest and happiest days of my life and i just want to get them over with. I’m not the typical run of the mill college student, I can see life after this and most other people can’t.